Memories of my life

Looking back and remembering all the memories from my own self past up tell today is exhausting. Over the years. Over the moves. Over the losses or even the wins. We took pictures and videos. But we also lost so many memories in pictures and videos. But I remember without them. People post throw backs or childhood memories with themselves or their children. Some repost wedding pictures. I mostly can’t. But I’m ok with that.

Childhood memories of my own self I know longer or ever had. Those where kept from me. Wedding photos where takin but also kept or destroyed by others in my past. Then between all the moves & losses Iv lost pictures of my own children. I remember everything from my wedding and my kids growing up. Honestly remembering my own childhood is not always my goal to remember. But my kids is always worth remembering. but I’m ok with the losses because I have them & making new ones everyday.

Some part of me become sad & depressed about those things. But when I take a minute to remember a time from my kids childhood I love & laugh all over again. it hurts to know the why I don’t have pictures from my childhood or even my own freaking wedding. But as I remind myself those people who didn’t care chose to destroy those memories on purpose are the sad things I honestly don’t want to remember.

Saying my vows and the kiss all the way to signing the paperwork was my best memories from my wedding. Now one who was there or anything. Just us. Giving birth to our kids and our anniversary’s to our birthdays and any holiday we share is my best memories. Spending every day with my kids and my husband are the memories I hold onto. In response to my own tears of no past moments to look at. My response to myself when I think I’m a bad mom wife or woman because I can’t show my history.

Well I can. I can tell you what my memories are. What my favorite time in each child’s childhood. I can tell you my heartbeat was going crazy when I said I do. I can tell you we cried at each birth. I can tell you a memory with my words better then a picture could ever. I can tell you I once hated the ones who held my own childhood pictures and my wedding pictures. But today I can tell you I pray for them instead now. Because today I hold memories with no worries.

See not everything in a picture is worth the heartache of no picture. See I hold my daily happiness in myself. Pictures are awesome and I wish I had them all back. But we can’t change anything so we become the story of our own self and we tell the memories as we speak. I write it and I speak it from my heart. Because then no one can ever be holding a piece of your life journey as a knife stabbing you because of ill feelings towards you. Yes I wish I could show pictures. But I also am glad of my growth and being able to teach my children a higher level of self worth.

Prayers to the ones with no regard for our journey today tomorrow or our life behind us. Today my strength in memories hold my heart and soul because I live each day for memories a journey of life I continue doing without the history of the old journey holding me back.

Mental health

Being a mom, wife and business owner is already a complicated and busy life style. I’m also a mental health survivor. I have ptsd,depression, bi polar , anxiety and I’m in recovery for alcoholism. It’s quit a list for me and I have felt overwhelmed and been in my lowest and my highest levels of each. I don’t define myself though in any of those words. They are all who I am and why I am who I am today. Each one is not easy to navigate each day. One or more can be a bit easier then others.

I work hard on myself each day because my roll as a mother is my main accomplishment of who I am. Some days are great but a few things sneak up on me and I don’t have a lot of choice what Pops up. But I have spent a lot of time to readjust my outcomes from any of my illnesses. I spent way to much time of my life journey just letting it take over me. It took a lot away from me being a mom and a wife. So when I finally hit rock bottom. I chose to reboot reframe and reconnect myself.

It took me to a heartbreaking journey on the why when and where I lost myself. It took me on a rollercoaster of emotional moments. It hit me like I was drowning in my own self. But I had too. I needed too. I needed to get myself together for my family. I spent a few years building myself after I hitched bottom. It was not easy. But I’m standing here following my heart my dreams and my journey to a empire.

I became happy and healthy. My kids became happy and healthy. My husband became happy and healthy. Our life journey together became happy and healthy. We haven’t stopped by any means. We also continue to still improve our lives as we do not ever want to go backwards. Nope I’m not going to tell you it all will go away or end. But I can tell you that I healed up in order to be able to control the river of emotions I have to still endure from my mental illness.

Everyone is different. Not everything one does will work For another. But what can help is not underlying the problem. Being there for someone who needs that one person to listen without judgement.

I became a natural health life coach because I remember being judged and told I am nothing and shouldn’t be a mother. As I healed my life I went and took the time to be certified to take my knowledge of mental health on a personal level and learning how to navigate to help someone on a professional level. Mental health issues come in many forms and on many levels. The name of any of them are also different in each individual.

Having to rebuild my life journey has been a difficult and easiest thing I ever did. I’m thankful for my rock bottom. Because I wouldn’t be who I have become today and tomorrow. Now as I begin my healthiness and happiness journey. I can do for others as I learned. Because sometimes a boost from someone who has truly been in same position in life is a changing experience to others.

A lot of different levels of this journey have been good and some not great. I haven’t been to a episode of any of them as of yet. I say yet because I can’t predict or pretend it couldn’t happen again. But I do continue to learn everyday still because of that. Predicted days are not apart of real life. We can’t do plains because we’ll life is a crazy journey as it is. Having a big family is always hard on its own. But my proudest moments are being made each day to teach my children life is already complicated it’s how we can overcome what life brings us everyday.

Happy and healthy Iv come to realize that they come hand in hand. Your mind body and soul need to be more important. Your Energy Ora gives others a better understanding if you bring negative or positive to life. Which also means we make friendships in our lives either in a negative or positive manner. Friendships or inner circles are also difficult because when we are at our low moments we track in unhealthy people which in retrospect brings us to the bottom even more. As we become healthy within ourselves we are truly more aware of the healthier friendships we deserve.

So all in all the time I spent on healing it has reformed my life journey in all aspects of life.

In between moments

Today as we wait for more applications to go through for homes. We had a process before hand but ran into complications. So as we stay with a wonderful lady. With a neighbor who seems to just not like anyone. But hey we know we are doing good things so not worried there. But I chose not to freak because one moment between paths do not interrupt the journey. Hiccups are apart of life. I at least have more options now then I did before I got here.

Now it’s frustrating and discouraging at times. But I’m actually more excited because I get to choose from my own preference instead of what ever is available. It’s a crazy thing but Iv never got to be in a awesome place to be able to sit here and really enjoy finding the perfect fit for us. It’s always been what comes across our path at the time. So it’s not going to be a easy process but it will be a forever process.

It’s going on the end of our second month here and it’s still a crazy thing to be doing. Each day we start our journey together. As hubby goes to work and the kids and I learn more about this journey. We continue to grow and connect our selfs more. As the kids work out the new ways or the new things they need from each other sometimes leads to arguments. As we are going through our own personal development process. It gets frustrating and it’s not always perfect.

Days sometimes do get very annoying and I even have moments of omg this is not working right. I take a step back and remember it’s going to take a while to get everything to fall into place. As long as we take one step forward it will be ok. Even when the kids argue or get upset. I remind them to take a minute and remember it’s a big change for all of us and we can do this together. It is a beautiful journey even when we are mad at our siblings.

Little things are good to start on. Then we can do the bigger things. They love each other but sometimes the siblings rival thing really gets old but that’s part of a big family. I love the connection they share but some of the fights are over the most stupidest things lol. But I understand it’s just part of growth no matter how ridiculous it can be.

It’s sometimes like marriage lol. We never really fight about major issues. We just have annoyances and frustrating times. Since sobriety it is way better arguments then it was. Now he still can annoy me and I need a minute and same with me. But least it’s as the kids and just more annoying lol.

Now the little guy is on a no kick so he in a terrible no mood lol. Which of course is the funniest part of toddler days. (Not) lol. So I get that now. 5 year old daughter is on a new kick to believe she needs her tablet time all day. Which for some reason she thinks. Which Iv never done before so that’s fun. Our 7 year old try’s to be the boss over everything which isn’t new lol. A lot less then it was. But still a issue. 9 year old daughter believes it’s everyone else fault for anything she is apart of lol. Which is way too much lol. 13 and 15 year old are trying to come into their own journey so it’s been a tremendous teen girl dramatic moments.

Hubby and I are kinda on separate paths but still our family first path. But we both needed our own growth to be able to accomplish the family empire journey together. Sometimes in a marriage as long as we have. We kinda stayed stuck because we didn’t grow for ourselves. So I’m our marriage we kinda kept on repeat. But since we are doing this for our family we both have grown along each other but each of us feel more complete and confident in our lives together and separate. Which made our marriage more than what it was.

So in all. We have no regrets about this but we are going through a moment of stalling. Which is perfectly normal. Majority is still moving forward. Journeys are good and frustrating. It’s not perfect but it’s a big deal for us to continue even on the days of feeling like it is failing. Never give up I promise you it will be worth it!

Natural life coach

Becoming a life coach was a great acknowledgement towards our future. Helping myself become self aware about my own personal experiences. Being aware that my story is important for the impossible truth and Reaching my own personal account of fails and wins. I reached a point where i needed to heal myself for my own personal journey to be able to accomplish helping others. I took a step back and realized my story can help others. Not just giving advice but truly showing and teaching others.

We all have had our fare share of counseling. This is not what I am doing. I chose to take my history and my story to help others instead of telling them what to do. No one ever understood the truth of my story. They couldn’t get the full size of my pain. I learned about my own personal experiences so I could help others turn around their own story into a life journey they can be proud of. Teaching others to embrace the sun and love the river we have had given to us is more important than we know.

The important part of this is that you can get a new journey through the pain of your own story from your history. We don’t need a rewrite of who we are. We need a little more capability in ourselves to overcome and turn our history into a learning curve for our present and our future. Spending the years in pain and sorrow has ended. Now I’m showing the path to a different direction. We can recover from anything if you want it.

Journey to the unknown

As I have learned a lot from this journey after a month. It’s been scary at times because of the unknown real life what if’s. It’s been exciting as well. We are learning to adapt to a new state and grow as well. Being a family of 10 is a not only a lot to process in a new journey. It can be a lot of different things we must have or do depending on what we need. Lots of paperwork to be sure we have everything to making sure everybody has what they need. Every child is different from the other one.

Being from only one state your whole life and stepping into another has had its problems. Trust me. With every fail we have had to our every win it is not equal to each. Just as this move has had more bumps then wins so far. (But that’s ok) each day we learn more about this state and we are still going forward just at a slow pace. Which I learned is not a bad thing. If we want to grow together and get to where we want to be then it’s not worth going fast and not learning the right direction we need.

The kids get restless at times because they don’t have all the kids stuff they had. They get nights they are not tired yet still because of the time change. They get annoyed sometimes because they don’t have new friends yet. But that’s what a big move does. Hubby and I still have our own moments of irritation and lack of sleep or just annoyed at the heat or nothing seems to be done fast enough.

At the end of day though. We still have all our family together and our journey is moving forward and our kids are still happy as well as us. Kids arguing and us having these moments are not the end of the world. Trust me. Nothing is ever going to be perfect. Everything is not going to seem on track. Nothing is going to ever make it perfect. This journey isn’t about that. No life is going to get to perfection. And it’s ok ! We don’t want perfect. We want our family first journey together to our empire.

No matter how much it takes to make it happen. No matter how many people say you can’t. No matter how hard a goal is to reach. Don’t doubt it. I did this to long and I kept failing. I got to a point I failed so bad and hit bottom with every doubt I wouldn’t climb back. But I did. I hit every goal I doubted before. I hit every milestone I never did before. I went broke before I hit the money. No we are not rich but we can say we are not in debt to anything and did this move with a clear path. Yes it took a lot to accomplish this. But it can be done.

This is still under the unknown because we can’t predict what can happen. But we can make each day a accomplishment towards the goals. Even with the missteps we encounter because in life everyday is about learning each step towards the goals you set. Nothing I mean nothing can’t be done it’s how you acknowledge it. It’s the mindset that helps you win. Every day is a blessing to me and everyday I set myself up to be happy. Even when the day is off balance I find the same goal existing it’s just not the same path I need to reach it.

Overthinking is overrated. To much pressure is overwhelming. Fails to me are wins because we can’t fail without wins. Learning is more than a normal way. It’s life. So reach a goal win or fail. Keep trying. We went from nothing to where we are today by the reboot of our journey and ourselves. We get so stuck in what social and society says we can’t be happy or do anything if we have this or that in our past. nope. Not today. Today I showed up social society and made my own way past the rules others put together.

I’m a momma in recovery who regained her family first journey together and who fought out of past trauma from abuse in every way. Yes I was doubted I was prayed upon and I was told I would and couldn’t ever get it done. I had friends who tried to help the state take me apart and had ones that stood by me. I had people tell me I failed my family. But in the end I won and my family won together. Just because someone else says you can’t should make you can. I don’t allow the word (can’t ) in our home because I know we are capable of doing anything.

I don’t have any perfect solutions. But I do have will power and I do have self control over my life choices. yes it took me a great down fall and a fail that I have learned from. It took me to a journey of sobriety and rebooting of our own self. But that’s why I’m here today. It took a lot of self power to accomplish to this point. It’s hard work and a deep internal pain. But at the end of the day it’s all worth it for your life journey to continue. At the end of the day it was worth hearing my kids each night again say I love you and the hugs through out the day. It was worth hearing them arguing again. In the end it was worth the pain to get to today without being stuck in a repeated pain of a history I no longer lived in.

Sobriety & recovery

Saying I’m sober was hard. Saying I’m in recovery is hard. Saying no is hard. No matter how you say it or put it. It’s hard. Reminding myself that alcohol is not ok for me no matter how much I want or think one drink will be ok. Drinking was never apart of my daily routine or life. But on the times I have had a drink. It turned into more drinks and eventually bad choices. Every time! I talked myself out of my behavior and said I won’t drink anymore. Then a week. A month sometimes a few months go by and yet again 1 wasn’t the end. I just don’t have any of the power to say no more.

Then after every weekend for a year. I chose to drink and leave my husband with the kids as I partied with the unsavory friends I found to understand me and then I found out that my husband was a drinker during week as I took the responsibility of the kids. So not only did we both successfully have let our demons out. We started becoming people we where never before. As we always made sure kids where takin care of. It still spiraled out of control. We fought. We hated each other. We became our own toxic selfs.

Then a fight happened as I proceeded to protect myself from a selfish person (another female) cps was called. Even though our kids where well takin care of and after the incident I did stop. But living in a small town being a outsider turned very blick. We couldn’t support the park we lived in. Being maintenance with no pay & fixes where out of our pocket for mamy of the residents. We gave up and quit. As time became our worst as we where their because we proved our side. The fake calls begin.

With no history and with no evidence. As we had one day before our move. The knock came. The kids where gone. As we had gone to court we moved the kids safely to another county as we did. Two older ones came back ASAP. Then the case was transferred and our case was in the hands of a case worker who enjoyed endlessly trying to cut us out without anything. After the judge repeated the word no and as another year of her being another caseworker who Denys family rights.

Then the courts where still not giving in to her. So miraculously another case worker came on and she moved on. Within the year my kids where home with no proof of anything and a 3rd party assessment from the university of Washington stated to give our kids back their is and was nothing that could or should of warrant the behavior of them. So 6 months in 2020 our case closed with all our kids home officially. No more cps but everyday of ptsd in all of us and lingering worry of every knock on the door.

Now we are moved on from the star of Washington. Two weeks away & my kids are falling back into themselves before the pain of this. Now we are healing our family and continue to do this in recovery and we will continue to be able to stay sober each day so we are never in a spot or not thinking straight. We will fall back on our family for that one drink.

We do recover. We will not let the stigma of cps keep us quiet. We will stand for families that had a down moment but not a history of the problems. We will not let our recovery process stand still. We will have a say and continue to acknowledge the presence of false calls and false statements that where the government only stands by. We do recover from addictions and our government actions.

A big move

May 28th begin our travel across the states from Washington to Texas. It was a long and slightly crazy journey. A few minor glitches but we made it through. It was tough on are two extra drivers and our daughter. It sadly put a strain on their relationship. I’m saddened to see this but like I learned and taught my kids. In tuff moments we find out ours friendships deep meaning and how everyone reacts. It shows the river of truths of those around us. As we begin all of our new journey separate and together we express ourselves in anxiety over the unknown.

As my daughter headed back to Washington and began her new journey as a adult with her godparents guidance. As we learn our new surroundings as a family and our own self wants. We find ourselves being stressed and happy all at once. Which happens when you let go of your past and you remove yourself from the state you have always lived. As we have had a second child of ours off on their own journey and the sadness overwhelming takes a toll on us. We remind ourselves this is what we are truly proud of and it’s not as sad as we feel. Two amazing children we raised to adults and go in the sun too has out grown our home only and they are still apart of our family first journey to building our empire.

Today as I write this I still feel a overwhelming amount of stress sadness and anxiety. I remember my why I did this. Why I do have a happiness and blessings. We took our journey to the unknown new beginnings and rebranded us and our lives. Which I will tell you was the biggest need in our lives. I don’t doubt this move but all the feelings in the world will have a big impact in the beginning. As the days count on this journey my feelings of sadness depression and anxiety substantially lower each day.

Watching my kids happier then ever and adapting to the new surroundings and the biggest new start of our lives. It has been the biggest joy to see. The stresses and reminders from Washington only held us at a standstill for so long. Everyone has reminded me on that why we chose this. My kids faces is what makes it easier for me to get over the feelings of sadness from leaving everyone behind and starting over. My oldest daughter is amazingly doing well each day she conquers adulthood on her own journey. So we are truly blessed to be able to accomplish this first step in our journey.

It has not been perfect or has it been easy. My mind takes me all over the place. I’m having every kind of feeling you can think of. My kids have the same moments as my oldest stepping out on her own as well. But all in all the importance of this is the sun shining through the day in their lives and that each day we are learning new things. Which is more important than anything

Our lives are truly on the journey we have worked so hard to accomplish in Washington. Now we are truly taking those lessons from our history and applying them to our present. As we still have learning everyday in our lives at least we have learned from the past mistakes and now can begin with a whole new outlook and have a major new process today and moving forward. A

new journey of life in a new light. A refreshing way to accomplish higher goals and the ability to keep up to our own standards and own system without doubts and the constant challenges we faced in Washington. Yes I will have challenges anywhere but this will allow the history to be a life lesson not a reminder of what we have gone through separate and together as a family. Having a daily reminder and daily stress was not what we worked those last few years trying to accomplish.

Healing was our goal over the last few years. Learning from the mistakes we made over our lives up to here was the goal we accomplished. We had reached those goals and became stuck and some old patterns were popping up on us. So to continue this journey we started it took the biggest step of our lives and we don’t have any regrets. Any move to a new place is hard. Any child who steps out on their own is hard. But teaching resilience and learning experiences is a very important way I can help my children survive and continue a path to accomplish goals and building our empire or their own empire is truly important in addition to learning things are completely complicated and nothing is forever or promised. Work hard each day. Learn each day. Mistakes happen. Don’t dwell. Reboot when needed. Forgive yourself. Trust your gut feelings and prayers each night. Happiness comes from within our own self not from the sun. Our self worth is never to be lowered for anyone.

Just freaking do your best each day! Don’t doubt yourself. And do at least one step to your goal each day so you have the chance to learn and can set your self up in the right direction. No direction causes complete overwhelming terrible behavior. Having one goal each day can be the most important part of the journey and the best feeling of accomplishments.

Mother’s Day

As I come upon another Mother’s Day with my own children. I look at where I am today without mine. My mother didn’t die. She alive and well as far as I know. But we don’t talk or communicate in any way. Yes sad. But I chose to be free and happy. My childhood was not a good one. Between being abused physically mentally and emotionally I have learned to adapt to my surroundings which as a child teen or adult is not always healthy.

As I grew up in a home without love or safety I ran away at 13 years old. I lived on the streets. With friends of friends. With family and with many others who didn’t have the best of life either. I babysat cleaned house and other odd jobs. I must admit my not so great life friends where more protected of me then anyone ever blood related on my mothers side. I never really new my biological father. I was in and out of that sides life.

No one really new the pain I was caused through my childhood and teen years. I always remember as I got older I still did what my mom said in order to make her love me. But never had it worked. After my marriage and having my own children. I found myself still needing to try. But as time went on. That once a year contact still over took my life.

Being down graded and treated like nothing. Treating my abuse through my life as if it was my fault. Everything was my fault I never really had a chance. The last year I allowed myself to be treated like this was my first time breathing and choosing my own personal life without having issues.

My children never meet her or my family on her side. My children don’t deserve to ever feel like I did or have any of the trauma I had. I decided to stop a cycle that still exist on that side of my bloodline. I’m happy today to be focused on my present and my future for not only myself but my children.

Cycles are not healthy. Cycles from your childhood can be repeated and replaced. Don’t let the past defeat or define your present. I took the time away from my own personal life and my children’s and was more involved with my past and trying to seek happiness from something and somebody who never really deserved my time or my family’s. It’s a sad story about life but it’s not worth the time to repeat this because it’s not worth my pain my heartbreak or anything else.

My children are truly my most amazing story. My children are the reason I chose my path. My children are my reason to stop the cycle of my past. I learned a valuable lesson from this. Family or not. Blood or not. No Boundaries and victimizing are not ok. Abuse in any form coming from the ones who where meant to protect you is not ok. Don’t let the wording of its family ever let you stay.

I’d rather not be a part of the pattern of this. I’d rather be a part of the memories of my children in a new light path. I never want my children to now this pain I ever had to go through. My cycle of history ended with me. I never have doubted this choice. I never had a thought about it ever since I said no more. I walk through my journey to building a empire with my children without my past interrupting or becoming a part of my family journey.

Being a mother represents ending my childhood cycle of pain and abuse. Being a mother is not allowing the treatment I have had happen to them. Being a mother is my life joy. Being a mother is a blessing. Being a mother who ended a cycle of many bad things is the best choice I could make for my children and myself.

No matter my past or yours. Our children deserve a better us as mothers. No matter if it means cutting ties from our family who have failed us. Let’s stop the cycles and make a new journey for not only our own children but ourselves.

Mother’s Day 2021 is a beautiful blessing for my family and myself. Be bold. Be real. Be happy.

Past traumas

As we are two best friends who leaped into marriage 21 years ago this month. Raising 8 children together. Learning along the way through this journey. We failed together and separately but we always came through together.

I learned a few years ago as our family had the worse fail ever and we were all separated from each other. We looked deeply into our lives. We learned about our past experiences and traumas never had healed. We thought our friendship our love and just having each other would heal as we went on.

We finally seen a new outlook on this. We had to heal ourselves. Heal our marriage and heal our family before we can go through the journey we always talked about. So we took those few years and healed the past. Learned from our experiences throughout our lives up to our present and now we have had a tremendous amount of time together to finally have our family goals turn into a empire!

Between my major traumas from childhood(sexual,mental,emotional and physical abuse)I have learned to love myself finally and learned I’m was victim of a journey I never deserved or wanted. Today I am no longer chained to my past and I’m free to go forward. I have to allow myself to stop the cycle of my own personal history to be a better person for myself my kids and my husband. Healing is a powerful blessing. Hard to completely understand your feelings and your traumas. But in the end it’s completely different outlook for your life path.

I over thought. I over panicked. I over medicated. I always doubted myself. I never went outside my comfort zone. I never thought I was worth any kind of awesome future. But I have children watching me. I showed them enough fails. But I also showed them how to rise. Now it’s time to show them how to rise above and beyond your own expectation.

Now I my husband and our oldest daughter are apart of forex trading. We have a natural health business and two more major projects that are truly the beginning of this empire journey together.

No matter what your past looks like. No matter your doubts about your present path seems. We can have a beautiful outlook outside of our life path we just go with. Don’t lower your life or lower your expectations. Take charge. Heal !!! Be healthy and happy. go for it!

Rebranding

Today as I chose to complete our journey by rebranding everything. I’m relieved to have come this far. As we have spent last few years of challenges, learning and healing. We can do what we dreamed about. Not all things come easy but with perseverance and understanding of what held you back any of us can do anything no matter how hard it gets.

Last. Few years has been a eye opener. Between finding our own personal faults and combinations of faults with each other we where able to get our family back together, heal ourselves,our marriage and our family. After a long journey back together as a family. After a year from everyone coming home from the biggest moment of fails we had. We now begin to rebuild and reboot our journey together to bigger things.

We chose to build our own empire together for our kids and ourselves. We learned so much about our family and healed ourselves from within and let go of our past history. We chose to finally go further into our lives then we ever imagined or felt we where worth this journey. Now we are truly blessed to be able to accomplish this.

We are invested in forex trading. As I begin this new business journey. My husband and oldest daughter joined in the learning process and is becoming apart of the trading revolution. It’s been a amazing learning experience together and the start of our family empire journey.

We started a natural health and wellness program business which includes meditation, mindfulness, cognitive therapy, yoga, natural health management and reiki. As I became certified to be a healthy happy & natural life coach. I and my family have always have been apart of the natural health life style. We chose to build a empire within this journey as well. It took a lot of Learning and discipline. But I chose each certification very carefully in order to match this business goal.

3rd business is still working progress. In a few more months we will be able to make another step up in this one. It’s the biggest one yet. It’s been a long journey to get through to this point. We have been blessed and will never forget about our life story from our past to our present. Because all that we have learned from and experienced honestly we probably would be on the same path as we turned from.

Healing is what makes it easier to learn from all of these experiences we walked through. We are in a new complete process never before traveled on. It’s scary and it’s exciting all at the same time. This is a great complete process for the family goals. We can accomplish anything in life as long as we learn how to process our own personal demons. Heal our past traumas. Our past fails. Our past mistakes. It isn’t who we are. It’s how we learn. It’s how we experience life. It’s how we learned. Now learn to heal and learn to do your own personal journey to the top of your game.

Where do you want to go? What is your dream? What is your empire journey look like? Healthy happy and healed will answer the question of how when what and where to go. Choosing Right or left off your path now is a beautiful achievement to your future growth.