I know I haven’t blogged in awhile. Between business, homeschooling and family. I have not kept on writing. Until today. I chose this is my story. I need to remember to write along the journey. Since this new move in this fresh start. We have had amazing experiences with the minor issues as well.

After all my healing a few years back. We chose this move to rebuild our lives together as a newly created family. Our old state held so many years of pain and stupidity. The last year in our home state wasn’t happy as we new we could be. Our family was whole and we where doing our best. But only our best their. We new we could do better. So that year we planned. Saved. Continue doing our daily routine.

As the move was sad because our oldest daughter was a adult and could chose her own self journey. She chose to stick there to maintain her own journey she starred as a adult. We sold what we could. Threw away what wasn’t important and kept our basic things and important items. Since we new where we wanted. We needed to get here to build. Within two months of a kind woman who allowed our family to stay. We found a home and began truly starting.

Finding the perfect job for my husband had its moments. But today he finally found his home as we say. Kids already had the fist year here at trying homeschooling which we learned our niche together. As we begin with unschooling that first year. This year we begin truly homeschooling. Which o must say has been such a blessing and I’m grateful I have that chance to do so. We also are working on our emotions and our mental health care. As well as physical health. We have come to so many different levels then ever before.

As life is never perfect for anyone. We have had many bumps in the road. But that’s where all that healing and classes came in handy. As we learned from our past mistakes. We have stepped up on when those bumps pop up. Now I will tell you. It’s still a pain in A##. so don’t take my non complaining self as it’s been peachy. It is completely different from our past experiences and that’s where and why I continue to believe in blessing instead of dwelling.

I continue to have my “it is what it is” attitude because honestly I’m proud of how far I have come. I’d let every bad thing that popped up take away my present and my peace. Then it became a bigger problem then it actually was. I chose to do a complete 360 journey with my kids and completely go somewhere new was because of those bad habits. I was so controlled by the comfort zone I had all my life. I never thought outside that. Least until now.

Now even though thoughts are normal even those pesky worries or continued bad thoughts will always continue to creep up. Because as I see it. It’s just the devil trying to find a way to make you doubt yourself in the present. So I when they do try to take over and mess with you. I take a minute to remember that nothing is like before and nothing is happening in your present to cause alarm. It’s ok!! Sometimes those are just the worries not the reality. Reality check in our presents out ways those thoughts in every aspect.

As I begin to work on becoming more for my family. I’m working on a family business and continue to add more to homeschooling I will continue my blogs more. Now that I begin more on my journey for my family and of course myself. Happy and healthy are the best for pesky thoughts. But Reality is the only way to rid them.

Live well & Love well. Grateful & peaceful. Blessings for continued healing. Prayers and love to keep the faith in everyday moments.