So it’s been 3 months since our biggest family reboot. We completely left everything non important and moved with only us and important items and moved across the country with no real plan just moved. It was just a crazy thought and a crazy action that turned into the biggest blessing. we left everything and everyone in a state we were all born and raised in. Why? Because we accomplished all we could there. Nothing else was going to lead us anywhere further. Nothing was happening to further our family goals in anyway.

We already loss and gained so much. All the losses lingered with us. All our doubts consumed us daily. All our fails haunted us in reminders. Every day we worried over our past. Over our insecurities. Over everything that ever happened had become our hold back. As hard as we worked and changed. Everything was just fine just not good enough still. So yep we got our kids together and talked about it. Then with cheers from everyone we did the most important change of our lives. We chose us. We chose happiness and we chose our own journey together for once.

3 months in and everything is incredibly different. No worries of failure but of learning how to successfully succeed. No worries of anyone with hate from our history coming in to lower our lives with doubt or threats. No worries of anything that’s taking over the outside world taking control over our lives. Because we took our downfalls and our fails. Rebooted and rebuilt our story. Our book ended and wrapped up in our lives together in our old state. Now a new story begins in our new state.

Coming up from the depths of hell and over coming every pain,every fail, every heartbreak and every moment of wins. We took our family first journey to another level. We learned from a lot of different levels of life and in return we have had one of those moments where it was just a bit more important to our family first journey to be more successful and more importantly happy instead of staying where we are comfortable with. Sometimes it’s a jump out of being comfortable and being able to understand when it’s time to get out of the box of normal.

This pandemic has been a crazy experience and honestly it lead us out of the box and into a whole new journey. We took the time to learn the wants. The needs and the capability of each of us to readjust our lives to get our own self worth of this family and become the family we always wanted. Clearing our lives up north was the beginning. Becoming self conscious and having our self worth adjusted to accommodate our lives in the south has become the light fixture in the river of life.

No matter our fails up north. We learned from them. No matter how many wins we had. We learned. We took the time to rewrite the bill for our own future. We took the time to pick apart the history that made us today. We are in a big hurry to accomplish everything that we forget to learn as we go. So when our big fail took us down and took us 3 years to get our lives together again. We did not take it for granted. We chose to go deeply into our lives and our prayers for this family first journey.

Taking a step back to learn how it began is a step forward to never repeated behavior. Anyone who wants more than what they have. Has to take the step back to reboot and take the step forward to rebuild. A family of 10 can. ( So can you.) it’s never too late. It’s never been easy. Emotionally you break then emotionally you recognize. Mentally you break but mentally you heal. Physically you break but physically you recover. The endless amount of learning from everything is going to be the best part of the journey. Fails are just a excuse to be awesome in the story of your life. Because fails isn’t meant to be the end it’s meant to be the beginning of the journey we are excited to be on.

No one can take that away but you. You are truly the sun and moon into your life story. Following the river across the journey you set for yourself is a crazy at times and is blessing at times. By the end of each chapter it is a different way through your life journey. You predict what you want, need and enjoy. We do! We did! We continue doing this!